lost pieces of home

Sure, leaving her is hard.

It feels like remembering the way home but you know you can't get back to find shelter in it.

It feels like you're lost and anxious all the time since you once thought of her as a safe place.

It feels like you're finally detaching your tangled limbs from her, and now the places where her bones once filled your flesh feels empty and hollow.

It feels like you're breathing for the first time, after spending all these timesharing oxygen with her from mouth-to-mouth within slow passionate kisses.

It feels like your body is having withdrawals; it aches and itches in every part she once touched you.

Leaving her is hard, but the sky is still the sky without her. And the sunset is still mesmerizing with its beautiful colors, even when you don't see it with her by your side.

Leaving her is hard, and it hurts, but it will be alright.

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