Sometimes I hope I see you again on a random day in a random place like fate decided to cross our paths one more time. I imagine what it feel like seeing your face, hearing your voice, feeling that rush of everything we used to be, but at the same time I’m scared, scared of how you’d react, would you smile? Would you stop to talk or would you look right past me like I’m just another stranger. The thought of that hurts more than I wanna admit. I don’t even know what I’d say, there’s so much I wanna tell you but the words feel heavy to speak and what if seeing you only makes me realize how much I still miss you. How much I never stopped hoping for something that’s already gone. So I don’t know maybe I hope I see you maybe I hope I don’t. all I know is that the thought of you still makes my heart ache. I don’t know if I’m ready for what would happened if our paths crossed again.
aku masih disini,masih berdiri di tempat yang sama. aku tak benar benar pergi darimu,aku hanya menepi dan membiarkan mu bahagia dengan jalan yang kau pilih. aku selalu menjagamu dalam diam, melihatmu dari kejauhan dan merindukanmu dalam sepi. kembalilah jika kau mau tak usah terburu-buru. 13 Desember 2021
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