You know I still think about you, about how we never really happened but it felt like we should have. You and me we were never anything but somehow it feels like we left something unfinished like there was more to our story but we just never got there. I wonder if you ever feel that too or if it’s just me stuck in my own head, there are days I wanna tell you to ask you if you ever thought about what it could have been like if we had given it shot. But then I stopped myself because what’s the point it’s in the past and maybe it’s better left that way. I can’t help but replay it all in my mind, the way we clicked, the way it felt so easy being around you and sometimes I wonder, Did I miss my chance? Did we miss our chance? Or it just never meant to be. I don’t know why you still cross my mind after all this time but you do, maybe it doesn’t make sense but part of me will always wonder what we could have been if things had gone differently. If I had said something or if you had or if life had just given us a little more time.
I'm trying to be happy. trying to live my life without you. but it’s difficult to do that when you’re all i can think about. you’re all i can think about when i see lovers living their lives for each other, because that’s everything i’ve ever wanted with you. and now, because of you… i know exactly what it’s like to want something i can’t have. i know what it’s like to miss someone i can’t see every day. i know what it’s like to love someone who doesn’t love me back. maybe, someday, i’ll finally be able to find another person to put in your place, but sometimes it all comes crashing down in my head, and the reality is just too hard for me to handle. because, i just want you. i want you on your bad days. i want your imperfections. i want your insecurities. and i want to be the person to love you and be there for you when everyone else turns away.
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